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Name: Andrew Country: United States State: Minnesota Metro: Minneapolis Birthday: 6/11/1988 Gender: Male
Interests: Japan, emo, screamo, hardcore, Warcraft, swords, knives, chains, pants, genitals, dating, flirting, seducing, genitals, eating, sleeping, writing, your mom, dogs, wolves, cats, cigarettes, alcohol, and your moms' on fire, From first to last, From autumn to ashes, Letter kills, Funeral for a friend, A perfect circle, 40 below summer, Two days tomorrow, The paper exit, The killers, Mindless self indulgence, SMB, Jonny cash, The postal service, Nine inch nails, Deftones, The sneakerpimps, Bright eyes, It dies today, The dillinger escape plan, Papa roach, AFI, Five iron frenzy, Slipknot, Korn, Disturbed, Breaking benjamin, Dashboard confessional, taproot, the agony scene, as I lay dying, atreyu, 36 crazy fists, american head charge, deadstar assembly, gorrilaz, Godsmack, orgy, Gackt, rob dougan, red from winter, unloco, audioslave, saliva, rob zombie, white zombie, vain, skillet, dropkick murphys, shinedown, Nirvana, system of a down, finger eleven, cradle of filth, lamb of god, maroon 5, Expertise: I was once told that I could turn a good nun bad. Apparently..my expertise is in seduction...now if only I knew how to use my expertise when I were sober I'd be set. Occupation: Student Industry: Other
Message: message meEmail: email me Website: visit my website AIM: ashesofanoldlife AIM: MyxWildxHeartx13 Yahoo: chaotic_phsyche
Member Since:
6/21/2005
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| Okay so...as of the 29th of july...Andrew...has a girlfriend!! I'm...fucking...giddy. Scott and I were walking down the street and I was like..skipping. yeah. I'm happy. And the girls name is Whitney. She's cute..and funny..and...*blushes so hard his face pops* I'm happy. ^_^_^ <3333 | | |
| Okay...decision. I made one. I'm going to try and find a girlfriend. No more Andy = whore. I dunno. I want that..I love you, I love you too feeling again. I really, really miss that. But...here's my question....what girl? i mean..I dunno. If I fuck up another relationship then i'm just gunna...say fuck it. You know? I just wanna feel that good again so...go me. I dunno. Anyways, c'ya people. Wish me luck. | | |
| I just got done watching 40 days and 40 nights. And I think i'm going to do something like what he did. No more anything. Self control until I actually connect with someone. No sex, no oral, no fingering, no making out, scratching, biting, sucking, blowing, or even jacking off. Hah. i'm going to be good. And right now I'm sitting here, talking to my -ex who puts up with me through everything i do, and don't do, and bitch about doing or not doing...she's an amazing girl really. I...I...*starts singing aerosmith to himself* | | |
| Yo. Finally updating again. Huh. The other night, was probably the most I've had in a long fucking time. And i didn't use any fucking chemicals that night at all. Hah. Go me. Bitches. I think I might repeat some of my actions from that night. Because...it was really, really fun. Yeah so...I want a girl. No I don't. Yes I do. Fuck. I want someone I can be romantic with again, and stay up holding, and make food for in the morning. I want....I want to be loved again. Fuck. Fuckitty-fuckitty-fuck-fuckoo. I hate life. I hate feeling alone unless I'm dating somebody. I've turned completely into the person I used to detest. Don't get me wrong, I still detest myself, but I do nothing to change it. Fuck. See? See what I'm talking about? No girl wants to deal with this, deal with me. So you know what, get me high, get me drunk, make me trip my balls, so I won't care anymore. I don't want to want her. | | |
| So I can stay out tonight. And i plan on "Pulling a scott" Just seeing where I am when I pass out. haha! Anyways. yeah. I might go see my friend Nick today, if that happens I'm gunna roll on something new and good. Whee. So...Uh...yeah...I dunno....I like Old Korn. Alot. Later. I want a girl. | | |
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