ChaoticxDesignWow a diary..I'm gay...
ChaoticxDesign
read my profile
sign my guestbook

Visit ChaoticxDesign's Xanga Site!

Name: Andrew
Country: United States
State: Minnesota
Metro: Minneapolis
Birthday: 6/11/1988
Gender: Male


Interests: Japan, emo, screamo, hardcore, Warcraft, swords, knives, chains, pants, genitals, dating, flirting, seducing, genitals, eating, sleeping, writing, your mom, dogs, wolves, cats, cigarettes, alcohol, and your moms' on fire, From first to last, From autumn to ashes, Letter kills, Funeral for a friend, A perfect circle, 40 below summer, Two days tomorrow, The paper exit, The killers, Mindless self indulgence, SMB, Jonny cash, The postal service, Nine inch nails, Deftones, The sneakerpimps, Bright eyes, It dies today, The dillinger escape plan, Papa roach, AFI, Five iron frenzy, Slipknot, Korn, Disturbed, Breaking benjamin, Dashboard confessional, taproot, the agony scene, as I lay dying, atreyu, 36 crazy fists, american head charge, deadstar assembly, gorrilaz, Godsmack, orgy, Gackt, rob dougan, red from winter, unloco, audioslave, saliva, rob zombie, white zombie, vain, skillet, dropkick murphys, shinedown, Nirvana, system of a down, finger eleven, cradle of filth, lamb of god, maroon 5,
Expertise: I was once told that I could turn a good nun bad. Apparently..my expertise is in seduction...now if only I knew how to use my expertise when I were sober I'd be set.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other


Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM: ashesofanoldlife
AIM: MyxWildxHeartx13
Yahoo: chaotic_phsyche


Member Since: 6/21/2005

SubscriptionsSites I Read
withxteeth
sicVILLAIN

Blogrings
!!!~DEAD POETS SOCIETY~!!!
previous - random - next

Atheist
previous - random - next

I Hate Jesus & He Hates Me
previous - random - next

perfect individuality is impossible
previous - random - next


Posting Calendar

|<< oldest | newest >>|
view all weblog archives

Get Involved!

Suggest a link

Recommend to friend

Create a site


Saturday, July 30, 2005

Currently Listening
She's So High, Pt. 1
By Tal Bachman
She's so high
see related

Okay so...as of the 29th of july...Andrew...has a girlfriend!! I'm...fucking...giddy. Scott and I were walking down the street and I was like..skipping. yeah. I'm happy. And the girls name is Whitney. She's cute..and funny..and...*blushes so hard his face pops* I'm happy. ^_^_^   <3333


Thursday, July 28, 2005

Currently Listening
Sunsets and Car Crashes
By Spill Canvas
The tide.
see related
Okay...decision. I made one. I'm going to try and find a girlfriend. No more Andy = whore. I dunno. I want that..I love you, I love you too feeling again. I really, really miss that. But...here's my question....what girl? i mean..I dunno. If I fuck up another relationship then i'm just gunna...say fuck it. You know? I just wanna feel that good again so...go me. I dunno. Anyways, c'ya people. Wish me luck.


Monday, July 25, 2005

Currently Listening
I Don't Want to Miss a Thing/Animal Crackers/Taste
By Aerosmith
I don't wanna miss a thing...
see related
I just got done watching 40 days and 40 nights. And I think i'm going to do something like what he did. No more anything. Self control until I actually connect with someone. No sex, no oral, no fingering, no making out, scratching, biting, sucking, blowing, or even jacking off. Hah. i'm going to be good. And right now I'm sitting here, talking to my -ex who puts up with me through everything i do, and don't do, and bitch about doing or not doing...she's an amazing girl really. I...I...*starts singing aerosmith to himself*


Thursday, July 14, 2005

Currently Listening
Frank Sinatra Sings for Only the Lonely
By Frank Sinatra
Ain't love a kick in the head?
see related
Yo. Finally updating again. Huh. The other night, was probably the most I've had in a long fucking time. And i didn't use any fucking chemicals that night at all. Hah. Go me. Bitches. I think I might repeat some of my actions from that night. Because...it was really, really fun. Yeah so...I want a girl. No I don't. Yes I do. Fuck. I want someone I can be romantic with again, and stay up holding, and make food for in the morning. I want....I want to be loved again. Fuck. Fuckitty-fuckitty-fuck-fuckoo. I hate life. I hate feeling alone unless I'm dating somebody. I've turned completely into the person I used to detest. Don't get me wrong, I still detest myself, but I do nothing to change it. Fuck. See? See what I'm talking about? No girl wants to deal with this, deal with me. So you know what, get me high, get me drunk, make me trip my balls, so I won't care anymore. I don't want to want her.


Tuesday, July 12, 2005

Currently Listening
Follow The Leader
By Korn
see related
So I can stay out tonight. And i plan on "Pulling a scott" Just seeing where I am when I pass out. haha! Anyways. yeah. I might go see my friend Nick today, if that happens I'm gunna roll on something new and good. Whee. So...Uh...yeah...I dunno....I like Old Korn. Alot. Later. I want a girl.



Next 5 >>